Some days you just have to move on and let it go. It's really hard to do. I've been stuck in a rut lately and most of it is because I refuse to let go and move on. I've tried really hard today to move on. Everytime I found myself reverting back, I'd say "LET IT GO!" Most of the time I was screaming it to myself in my head because there were people around me who would think I've finally really lost it. I've done fairly well for the most part today till this evening and then someone scheduled something for me without my permission and it just set me off on a total tirade. I've been trying to reign myself back in but this has led to a binge beyond belief - Sweet tea and Milano cookies.
Man, I'm a head case right now. I'm going to go to bed and pray about this and for the strength to be a better person or better yet, the strength to be THE better person.
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